Craziness

It's been a while.

It's been busy, things have been crazy.  I've been wedding planning, like in the actual sense.  The nice part is that I've decided to only have a tiny amount of people there. People that are here right now, people that are family.  I realized that as much as I want a "wedding", I want a tiny, intimate wedding more. I want to sit around a bonfire pit in my dress and relax and tell stories and drink coffee and sing and dance and not care about what the wedding industry thinks I should have.  So that part is becoming crazier because it's actually happening, after a year and a half of being engaged it's finally happening.

The other part is my newest job.  I've been there for about a month, I am now an actual barista. I make espresso, mix drinks, blend stuff together, all that jazz. The actual job is fun, it's a lot of girls working together in a small space, but it's fun.  I don't know what I think about management. Not the manager, but the owner.   We shall have to see.

Also, I'm considering moving my blog to Wordpress. I think I might like the format better. If that's the case, I will let you know ;)

Plus, lots of editing, lots of people in my life going through crazy things - moving away, buying houses, getting engaged, getting married, having children, dealing with parents dying, dealing with issues, going to school, all the crazy.  It gets overwhelming at times.  I feel like I either don't have friends, or I get completely emotionally attached to their personal issues.  I want to help...

Anyhow, I hope that your Thanksgiving was lovely.  Mine was bittersweet.  It was the first time that my fiance and my brother's girlfriend had ever been to my grandparent's house, and the first time that we celebrated a holiday there since my granddad died last year.  It was nice, but painfully sad.  I miss him so much. I wish that my fiance could have met him, if I could change one thing in my life, that would be it.

I'm tired.  And I have to finish editing for a client. And then I have to go to work. And then I have to go work out. And then I can go to bed and start over tomorrow.

Have a great day lovies.

Love, Alice