Fridays always give me hell. 5am, first full shift at one job, 11:30am, next full shift at the next job. Thank god they both offer caffeine. If only it came in iv form.
I literally have no days of for the next month or more. It's so hard to work a full time job, a part time job, and run a business. And plan a wedding. And actually edit images for your business. And study for your full time job. And actually get shit done in putting your wedding together. I know everything will be ok, but it feels like what I want doesn't actually matter. Like I'm the main event that everyone wants to make what they want, as opposed to me just inviting people to my event.
It's exhausting. I can't wait till this summer when all I have to do is work. Just work. Work, move out, be married, edit my heart out. This wedding had absorbed the last 22 months of my life, and people are just now starting to tell me to take their thoughts into consideration... I'm so tired.
Let me be married and sleep!
Love
Alice
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