October.

I don't even know where to begin.  Happy October 1st? That sounds about right.  Hopefully this month starts going better than September! No more saying goodbye to best friends, feeling inadequate or horrible money issues.  More optimism, more faith in it all, more being careful with my money! Or at least, getting paid.  Getting paid would be nice.  When you're waiting on someone to give you overdue money, it makes everything else get under your skin: Kids that are loud, dinner that burns on the stove, the laptop running out of power and dying on you, looking for your favorite shirt and realizing it's in the laundry, when your brother breaks a string on the guitar that you let him borrow.  Teeney, tiny stupid things that happen throughout the day suddenly seem detremental to my mental wellbeing, and it's driving me nuts! Plus there's that whole new job thing, and the old one that's not working out so well, and the fact that I just might be looking for a new one soon anyways.  We shall see.  I'm going to come up with a little list of things that I want to do in October, maybe that will help keep things peppy.  1. Do a photoshoot with the girls. 2. Go on a movie date with my hunny. 3. Work on my fictional story some more. 4. Go to an open mic. whoo! Oh yeah, and do a halloween costume photo shoot with the kids on halloween.  That will be one thing that will be awesome when I have my own kids, I can dress them up for halloween! Yay! Some of my best childhood memories, one of the few times of the year the entire extended family would get together and not hate each other. I hope that your month starts awesome, and continues to bless you for the next thirty days.

Love,
Alice