Twitchy.

Some days I just don't quite know what to write.  Other days I can't seem to get my brain to shut up and my brain and fingers attack the keyboard until I start paying attention and realize that they wrote a whole novel without me.  It happens sometimes.  Today is one of those days where I'm having difficulty in being at peace with where I'm at, I'm one of those people that likes half of her life to have a large amount of comforting stability, and the other half to be exciting and busy.  And ideally both to be fulfilling.  Lately, it's all mixed together, it's all crazy and busy but not exciting and almost not stable.

But of course everything is a process, and eventually the process will lead me to a place where I can happily grow in that direction instead of sitting idle and twiddling my thumbs.  The hardest part is getting motivated; creating the excitement that I miss having around.  Saving money and having a great time all the while, being crazy and fun and not getting hung up on the little things.  Some day everything will fall into place, but in the meantime everything will fall all over the place.  People fight, people push, people get depressed, and then they have to overcome all of it.  So why hurt and cause pain when you could create memories and happiness?  I s'pose this is one of those days where the post is short and sweet, as appose to my obnoxiously lengthy ones.  But for now it will have to do, because I have some crazy to go out and create.

Love,
Alice