Blah.

I don't know quite what to say today.  It's just one of those days where I feel completely lost in my own life, like I have no business living it.  I don't know where I'm going, I don't even know where I stand sometimes.  I used to write songs whenever I felt like that, but the words never come as easily anymore.  It's just one of those days where you're not really sure what to do.  You go to work, you come home, you flounder around.  One of those days where you have to go to Wal-Mart just to remind yourself that you are not, in fact, at the very bottom of the social food chain.

It's on days like this that I should really stop trying to accomplish anything and just try to relax, to just remind myself that I am important.  I often forget that, that I do matter.  I don't generally think of myself as being something to devote time to -hence the reason that I leave clothes everywhere, forget to go to the library, or would rather buy things for other people instead of myself.  Days where I should really pick up the bible and read a book or two, but instead having to realize that my mind might as well have a "Battery power low" emblem flashing on my fourhead -so I usually just paint my nails, watch Netflix or read a fashion magazine.  Simple, mindless tasks. Maybe I'll go browse Pinterest if I care enough.  Hopefully the mundane factor of it all will give me enough energy to lead a normal life tomorrow when I wake up. Because today I don't want to do anything.

I hope all y'all's day is more productive than mine!

Love,
Alice