Hello.

Occasionally I wonder if anyone actually reads my blog, or if I'm merely spilling my randomness to a blank stratosphere. And God of course. I don't know if you believe in God, but I do. He believes in me, there's been times where I know for a fact that he's the only one who believes in me. That no matter what happens, he'll keep watching over me and if I work hard then I'll hopefully stay on the path that he's laid out for me.  So in the meantime, I pray a lot. I talk to God multiple times a day. I don't go to church as often as I should, but I like to think that I still keep the Lord on my mind always.

It's funny, you'd think for as much as I've been involved in my community over the last ten years, I'd have found a church that really suits me. But alas, that is not the case. It's not that I don't like church, it's just that I often feel judged by those who surround me while I'm there. In my mind, church is a hospital for sinners, not a museum for saints. But still, I don't want to go and worship and worry about any hypocritical remarks. I want to worship. And I can do that just as peacefully every morning at home as I can in church.

I wonder if I'm alone in this thought, maybe I'm the only one who doesn't always enjoy church. Ah well, people are people. Now that it's half way through the weekend, happy Saturday! I'm going to spend mine at the County Fair with my hunny. Yay for demolition derbies! And seeing friends show their animals. Always brings back old 4-H memories.

May the rest of your weekend be peaceful and relaxing.  May the 1st of September be a fabulous start to a fabulous Autumn, And may you be one step closer to God than I and actually attend church this Sunday.

Love,
Alice